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Iβd been looking forward to reading Antiguan author Jamaica Kincaidβs Lucy ever since first hearing about the novel on Ann Morganβs blog, the inspiration behind my project. Then I heard speculation that Kincaid had a shot at winning this yearβs Nobel Prize for Literature and though the prize ultimately went to Louise GlΓΌck, it seemed like a good reason to bump Antigua and Barbuda up my list and get stuck into what turned out to be a very moving story.
The 164-page coming-of-age novel centres around the eponymous Lucy, a nineteen-year-old girl from the West Indies who moves to North America to work as an au pair for Mariah and Lewis, a seemingly perfect couple with four children.
Lucy is a delightfully plain-speaking narrator who spends her first year away from home exploring who she wants to become while steadfastly refusing to commit to anything or anyone. In part, this is Lucyβs response to being free from her controlling mother, whose letters she does not open. But her bid for independence is also the result of a childhood governed by colonial forcesβsomething that Mariah only acknowledges superficially.
βMariah reached out to me and, rubbing her hand against my cheek, said βWhat a history you have.β I thought there was a little bit of envy in her voice, and so I said, βYou are welcome to it if you like.ββ
Though she appreciates Mariahβs kindness and even comes to see her as a sort of substitute mother, her employerβs refusal to acknowledge their cultural differences grates on Lucy. Baffled by Mariahβs reaction to a snowstorm in early spring, Lucy asks herself, βHow do you get to be a person who is made miserable becauseβ¦ the weather doesn't live up to your expectations?β Try as she might, Lucy cannot understand Mariahβs tendency to view minor inconveniences as personal affronts. Meanwhile Lewisβs infidelity feeds into her growing sense of disillusionment.
Outside of work Lucy strikes up a friendship of convenience with Peggy, a carefree Irish woman with whom she goes out to meet boys. Her first relationship is with Hugh, who sets himself apart from the other North Americans Lucy meets by bothering to ask where in the West Indies sheβs from. Lucy spends much of her first year in North America reflecting on the home she has left behind. In one especially memorable scene, she wishes her island had been colonised by the French instead of the British.
βThey were much prettier, much happier in appearance, so much more the kind of people I would have enjoyed being around. I once had a pen pal on a neighbouring island, a French island, and even though I could see her island from mine, when we sent correspondence to each other, it had to go to the ruler country, thousands of miles away, before reaching its destination. The stamps on her letters were always cancelled with French words for liberty, equality, and fraternity; on mine there were no such words, only the image of a stony-face, sour-mouth woman.β
Lucy is full of contradictions. Sheβs incisive but inscrutable, resilient yet vulnerable, hopeful in spite of her bitterness. She wants to move on from her past, but finds herself struggling to escape the ways it has shaped her perception of the world. Unable to enjoy living in the moment, Lucy is left feeling disappointed and unfulfilled by North America.
Kincaid is a lucid writer who uses precise, economical prose to present a sharp and moving perspective on adolescence and British colonialism. Iβm so glad this project brought Lucy into my life and Iβm looking forward to reading more of Kincaidβs writing.
Lucy by Jamaica Kincaid (Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1990)
More books from Antiguan and Barbudan authors
Hereβs a list of the other books I was recommended this week:
The Cleansing of the Souls by Romenita F Barrett
Frigid Summer by J. Carie-Ann Burton
Dancing Nude in the Moonlight by Joanne C. Hillhouse
Considering Venus by D. Gisele Isaac
Unburnable by Marie-Elena John
Ladies of the Night by Althea Prince
Under the Calabash Tree by Leon Chaku Symister
Through the Window by Floree Williams
What have you read recently?
If youβve read a brilliant book in translation or want to pass on a recommendation, Iβd love to hear about it! For this project, Iβm focussing on contemporary fiction and short stories, with a preference for female authorsβbut I wonβt be too dogmatic about it so do share recommendations that donβt quite fit the bill, too.
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Bookmarked is written by Tabatha Leggett. Thank you to Patrick Jamieson from West Indies Books and Joanne C. Hillhouse from Wadadli Pen for their recommendations for this issue. If youβve been forwarded this email and you enjoyed it, you can subscribe below.